You know when you bite into dark chocolate, what do you get?
A hint of bitterness right? And you try to melt that chocolate, get it to a temperature
where you want to prepare your own handmade chocolates, look up at every damn site where they show their own method of making homemade chocolates, ask a professional chef as to how to make chocolates in a more simplistic way.. I mean not everyone receives the kind of help that they need right? And then you try making your own chocolates, without taking help of anybody, how does it even come? Grainy? Not that amazing? That was my shot.
The worst thing that occurred last year, I mean last year ka kya hi bolu (what to even say about last year?) Wished for the chocolate to come out perfectly from my mould, anticipating that I would get my snap, but what was that even? Okay forget about chocolates and let’s be real even. Those apologetic, guilty moments about not getting the shot right, complaining about life is a complete fucked up mess, cursing all of those bastards out who never really meant anything in life, but did that actually help out at all in any part? That having the feeling that, “Oh he must be very busy! So super busy that probably I shouldn’t meddle enough into his life.” Why am I saying like some 43 year old hag? And also why even bring up that shit again and again? I think I should buy a drum set once I start earning
and I should keep playing it, till I don’t get enough at all.
Ever done this stuff with the chapati dough, where you’re super angry over something and you just want to beat the heck out of it? Remove all of the stress over that dough.. would be very relieving right? All of the bittersweet memories that you had would go away instantly. No? You have a technique? Cooking you suggest? Oh, I make fantastic food! I go so crazy these days that I’ve been making what not! Sourbread toast with butter and green chutney being spread over it and slices of tomatoes with a sprinkle of rock salt over it, then coffee cakes,
pancakes, pasta, varieties of rices, then the bhakri, you name it and I just try
to make it.
Anyway, the blog post was to make everything very bittersweet, was there any element of bittersweet present in your life? If yes, relieve it by hearing good rock music, dance, sing, go out, but don’t let this brain die in a river filled with bittersweetness.
My letter for you!
Images : All my photos.